其中的原因也是因为你。。。你知道吗？

我是多么希望你能一直在我身边。。。或是让我来保护你。

此刻的心情你能理解吗？

You walked in my path for like 6years if i did not count wrongly.

Why don't you just let me drop down from the top and i won't have to 依赖 you anymore.

Do you know the more you concern me , the more i will fall into you? No one ever able to know me till so deep and no one ever hold on me for so long.

I have alot of words i wanted to tell you ... but i just cant express out or should say i don't know how keep you by my side. I don't wanna hold on to you because i know im not suitable for you and i can't support you either. I just don't know why i keep 依赖 you.

I wish i was by your side everyday .. i hope for i wasn't suffer from depression .. i hope for i could support you. All this are my hope for years ... When u around , my depression improvment alot do you know?

That night , when i was drinking ... your reminder keep ringing around me. I asked myself , why do you still care about me despit im not that guy in your heart?

Im really sorry for selfish wanting to keep you by my side because really no one had ever concern me for till so far. Trust , you are always 1st in my heart world.

I do agree with you... study is everything to you. I should have given up long ago.

我知道我无法给你一个依靠更加无法带给你安慰。

在别人的眼里，我的世界是无法上色的。没人知道原因。。。接近我的人只会感到沮丧。

我选择了放弃，你又为何要帮组我呢？我对你产生了依赖。。。

我想我该停止了。。。是时候还你自由了。

好多话都被风吹走了。。。