Sunday, February 28, 2010;
i wonder & wonder.
5 days ....
Game Over!
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Snoopy nico D:!
She call-ed me didi cause i play with those collection figure =x ..
Don't know who the one stay in toy'r'us play 30min =0=lll ..
Bully me only ._. ...
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Yesterday & today went all over singapore to pray my grand parent.
I almost tears-ed when saw my grandfather grave... moment of rush wanna hug the bottle of grandpa.
Visit-ed all grand parent's ..
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Last line of day ..
Whats yesterday is yesterday ..
Whats today is today ..
Whats happen sec ago is history.
Whats gonna happen next sec is furture.
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@10:20 PM
Friday, February 26, 2010;
Let me see what to post.
Not too much.
Just 1 word will do.
As simple as 1 word.
Curious what word?
Now see carefully eh.
very Fast one.
Jus a Blink it's over.
End.
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@7:51 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010;
Behind the true is always cruel waitin for you. Agree over it?
也许我不够温柔，不能分担你的忧愁。
怕你难过转身就走。。。那就这样吧。
Took these line out from a song call 把我的悲伤留给自己.. so meaningfull .. listen over & over again.
Just 8 days more i had to forget lots of thing... Forced myself to continue work as favor-ed. The more tired i am , the more thing i could forget...
Reason? It wasn't mean to be at first place.
I'm shutting my eye slowly as tiredness overtake me.
Slowly i'll leave everything behind me..
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@10:36 PM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010;
I know all these outcome will fall sooner or later, Finally it's over. She asked me "Do you wanted to know the reason?". Is the reason so important? In facts is not mean to be a reason in e first place.
I had fallen down so badly... how strong is no longer a matter. No matter how down i am , i never fail to bring smile to ppl around me & you. I know it clearly you couldn't lead me a shoulder .. but i could lead you my shoulder because i know you need it.
The hand which holding the knife is bleed-ing so badly... you couldn't see it at all. Every word of your's is a knife, knife which were so close to my heart. I using my hand to hold back the knife ... & im smiling at the same time while bleed-ing.
Serious speaking .. for my current state plus your word's ... it's enough for me to give up the forest. While holding back the knife , im smiling at you everyday & hiding from you there im badly wound-ed. You say before you just want to be happy with me .. as simple as that. So no matter how pain i am , im always smiling towards you because i promise before i'll bring happy to you.
It's really very pain do you know .. hand which hold-ing the knife bleed none stop. It's the 3rd & last time you say want-ed to break up.
For that moment i let go of the knife .. .. pierc-ing through my heart..
i wish you would grown stronger.. because i could no longer hold on the knife anymore..
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@7:43 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010;
明知道负担会增加的但还是愿意尝试。我不想放弃她因为我真得想在她身边。很清楚你脑海里一定在乱想着很多。。。
其实我也隐瞒着你很多事情。我知道告诉你后，你会想得更多。。。我希望你明白我隐瞒你是为了你好。
其实我也应该不能反对你和他做朋友。。。拿号码是平常的事吧。一时只想到保护你。。。对不起。
近来，我真的好累哦。。。
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@9:32 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010;
It's like a secret dairy which kept in a sealed bottle & being throw to Ocean.
Even if there's chance whereby people able to find it , they won't be able to open it up.
The sealed bottle just like a heart which locked so tightly that people who trying open it , will only end up in hurts.
What's wrote inside the sealed bottle wasn't importante. It's being sealed up & thrown into ocean because the owner of it wanted it to float into a ocean whereby the owner itself won't be able to seen it anymore. Let it wash away by the ocean wave ..
From the beginning , why do people keep wanted to open up the sealed bottle? Everything happen for a reason. Ever heard of something? "The more strenght you use , the harder you will open it" . Reason? You tired out yourself. When a person who is tired & restless , they will blame you for life time.
Why do i bother holding a burn-ed ash in my hand? This a very good question. All these ash are memories .. memories which i wanted to clear so burn-ed into ash. Why am i still holding on to it whereby just sec of letting go , for my life time i would be free? i have so no ideal ..
当一个孩子瞭望天空时，
不是因为他/她寻找着什么，
而是因为孤独。。。
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@8:51 PM
