I had fallen down so badly... how strong is no longer a matter. No matter how down i am , i never fail to bring smile to ppl around me & you. I know it clearly you couldn't lead me a shoulder .. but i could lead you my shoulder because i know you need it.

The hand which holding the knife is bleed-ing so badly... you couldn't see it at all. Every word of your's is a knife, knife which were so close to my heart. I using my hand to hold back the knife ... & im smiling at the same time while bleed-ing.

Serious speaking .. for my current state plus your word's ... it's enough for me to give up the forest. While holding back the knife , im smiling at you everyday & hiding from you there im badly wound-ed. You say before you just want to be happy with me .. as simple as that. So no matter how pain i am , im always smiling towards you because i promise before i'll bring happy to you.

It's really very pain do you know .. hand which hold-ing the knife bleed none stop. It's the 3rd & last time you say want-ed to break up.

For that moment i let go of the knife .. .. pierc-ing through my heart..

i wish you would grown stronger.. because i could no longer hold on the knife anymore..