Saturday, December 12, 2009;
i use to be a workaholic where by everyone was enjoying their holidays , gaming , shopping or slacking.
Now i told myself i will spent more time with friend and quit working but now .. i got lots freedom but my friend doesn't. They was busy working and me? Stay home doing nothing.
What does fate really want me to do? I being working so hard and being true to everything yet i get this kind of fate in return?
Yes i admit i did lots of unkind thing in past but it's over wasn't it ?
I cried and beg the heaven tell me what to do.
Friends around all could get their ms right but why not me? Why would fate play me around? I doesn't know why ..
I know i'm full of boredom and come to worse , i don't even go out so often and even i do , i don't talk. I just don't like speak too much when with girl's because i just wanted to quietly enjoy the time with her.
I cried and beg the heaven give me a ans tell me ..
Heaven heaven .. stop fooling me pls ..
ღThis is how all things worked...
牛奶@3:59 PM
