Tuesday, October 6, 2009;
Since i gradute from secondry school life already being 2year's. Alot of people keep telling me that i should treasure the time i in secondry school but i keep thinking of growing up & don't understand why they want to be stay at secondry school life or being a kids. Now i fully understand it .There lot's of freedom in secondry school life & lot's of joke's too. We gather around copying each other homework , after school go out together hanging around or talk in class & get punish together. Don't have to trouble about homework no do can't gradute & no need worry about living.I take a look back at my life year's ago compare to now. I feeling lifeless since i gradute from secondry school. My heart wasn't with me anymore because i wasn't happy with at i had now. My schooling now is just bother line & i totally had no heart to do anything unlike during secondry school .. i can do finish a work within 15min & i die die must get full mark's for my work , don't wan lose to anyone in the class .. i want be top!
Look at myself now .. i'm like a junk rotting lifeless. Wearing different mask entertainning people & have to learn to accept this cruel social & reality. How long can i escape? What am i escaping? i couldn't ans all myself what am i escaping. .I miss the childhood time we once had before.
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牛奶@11:29 AM
